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  <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-04-10:30172</id>
  <title>More Fine Arts Than High Explosives</title>
  <subtitle>Quite Often The Only Girl In The Room</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>lasergirl</name>
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  <updated>2012-12-27T17:25:21Z</updated>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-04-10:30172:1646997</id>
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    <title>Why writing fic IS FUCKING PAINFUL</title>
    <published>2012-12-27T17:24:48Z</published>
    <updated>2012-12-27T17:25:21Z</updated>
    <category term="fic"/>
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    <content type="html">Ok, well I've been wrestling with this fic for fucking EVER. Basically, since I posted "&lt;a href="http://archiveofourown.org/works/547412"&gt;Environmental Control&lt;/a&gt;" the last week of my first practicum block. And since I can't grab any of my family members and sit them down and explain everything, I'm going to vent here because THIS IS WHAT DW IS FOR.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://lasergirl.dreamwidth.org/1646997.html#cutid1"&gt;What Happened in Environmental Control:&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm really pleased with the way that the fic turned out, and writing it was great fun. I LOVE writing a fic where I know that at least a few people are going to read it, it's in a fandom I love, and it doesn't kill me to finish it. That hasn't happened in a long time. Also, I feel that I could put my own spin on both the AU fandom *and* the characters, while still staying true to the canon material. All in all, pretty fun and satisfying!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;NOW. Here's my problem. I want to deal with the problems of Phil and Clint dating. But I also have all these other characters who insisted on being put into the story, and consequently they are running away with it and driving me nuts. So.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___2" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://lasergirl.dreamwidth.org/1646997.html#cutid2"&gt;Where I'm heading in Self Preservation:&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___2" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then, there's extra stuff I'm pondering to add, which has more to do with Phil and Clint's relationship, but naturally I don't have a place to put it because they are being invaded by character development adorableness from everyone else.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___3" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://lasergirl.dreamwidth.org/1646997.html#cutid3"&gt;Clint and Phil's Continuing Issues:&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___3" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My continuing issues?? Trying to put all of this into stories without it being ridiculous! I think I'm probably going to deal with them by chunking the stuff I want to deal with into shorter stories, and just write the sections I want to and figure out where all the character development stuff goes along the timeline as I deal with it. It's how I've been building onto this universe anyway, it's just really hard to use all this background information without getting overwhelmed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=lasergirl&amp;ditemid=1646997" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-04-10:30172:1629492</id>
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    <title>FYI...</title>
    <published>2012-03-25T20:38:08Z</published>
    <updated>2012-03-25T20:38:47Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">I have content-locked my journal to only those subscribed/access list. I'd rather not have people digging through my past years of social misery.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=lasergirl&amp;ditemid=1629492" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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